i might look physically happy and enjoying life.
but the actual fact is that, i'm not. not at all.
i tried my very best to forget all sorrows and pains and move on with life.
and i think i did. ya think because im not sure.

being sick these few days in the middle of the night, was not awesome at all.
the tummy spinning like washing machine hurts terribly. torturous, i should say. till tears kept rolling down my cheeks.
i dont know what's wrong.
i hope there isnt anything serious.

and being sick at these hour,
i wish i could talk to you and have you to accompany me through the night and forget the pain.
all i can do now is to hope and dream.
because you phone is being switched off.

right now, im waiting for the pain to go away. i need to sleep. i need to rest. i need to have a beautiful dream.

Oh God.