i'm sorry to those people whom ive hurt due to my attitude yesterday. i wasn't in the mood at all. all i wanted was to be alone. and i mean alone. i don't know what's bothering me. i tried to be okay but i can't.

yesterday's lab lesson for csa was great [: i wasn't listening most of the time. not only me, but the other classmates too. LOL! all of us were kiasu using vbuzz and chatting with each other through the net evnthough there were like sitting next to each other. that includes me too lah. i was chatting with amelia and wei neng when they were actually sitting beside me. ridiculous, i know.

school's been okay for me today except for principle of management [tutorial]. the tutor wanted the class to be in groups. and i ended up being with the guys. i tried my best to control my anger but i couldn't. i was cursing and cursing (i know i shouldnt, but i was so mad and i even told myself not to break down). but whatever, i'm okay immediately after that. i don't give a hoot about it. i shouldn't be too sensitive, just like what jaf have said.

last two days (2nd May), jaf gave me a surprise! [: he came down to tp (temasek poly) to cheer me up due to some misunderstanding. he created a story saying that he has passed something to hsi friend, aaron. he couldn't meet me because he has to go to school. i was like "oh okay!" and so during tutorial, i was wondering how aaron will look like and how on earth will he know i'm the girl jaf's referring to. &&you're so right, i did not pat attention in class.

class ended and jaf told me to go to the business school's entrance immediately after class. so i went. i looked around but there's just too many people around. then then, *poof!*. jaf appeared. [: and of course i acted being mad still. oops! jaf gave me a choco (like how he always do to cheer me up) and accompanied me for lunch at business park. he remembered how i was complaining endlessly that i've no malay friends to go for lunch with.

really really sweeet [: after lunch, jaf accompanied me to my next tutorial class. it was my first time going for accounting's tutorial so i was afraid of being lost alone.

after school, met up with darling yana. i really love that girl! and i seriously miss the good ol' times we used to have. laughing and laughing. doodling on each other's hand using a green pen. [: catching ups with yana, was superdupergreat! we collected our o's certificate and then i met up with jaf [:

had dinner with jaf at our usual place, banquet at compass point. and our usual food, takoyaki. after which, we headed home.

that's prolly it. i've another entry to update on. [: will update tonight, i guess. cousin's wedding this weekend. i can't wait!

bye loves.

xoxo, waany ♥
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